first day of spring i believe …
yesterday was a day that could make me cry about a torn fingernail.
honestly, it sucked. it was cold, to begin with. it had been raining for days but yesterday was the worst. constant rain combined with strong gusts of wind that drove the rain right against you. it didn’t get light all day, i had a constant four-a.m.-feeling. i did a paint job on my bookshelves construction and got a back ache from working hunched over for an hour or so. i was ill-tempered and whiney. there’s so much work i don’t know where to start, i just wanted to crawl into bed and hide under the covers. which i did.
today i felt like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. when i woke up, birds were singing. the sun has been shining all day, finally. sky is blue and the air feels like … well, like spring. i think i might want to live a little longer after all.
i hope so! i’d hate to arrive and not find you there!
i know that feeling all too well, it’s part of what finally drove me away from germany. but i find it’s not much better here sometimes, spring is simply harder because you’re over it, done with winter, ready for it all to end, for spring (aka summer in my mind) to finally just get here, damnitall!
and here you were keeping me company yesterday and sending me smiles! >packages hug.exe file for data transfer…
yes, but yesterday was the first day of spring where i finally felt communicative again, the day before was the really bad one … saturday i think.
btw., got a mail that the class reunion is on, as planned, on the 12th of may. did you too? now you can book your flights!